Well, it's just a lot more empty. That little pups playing in the video, I only have one left, I lost the little black and white one in March of this year. He was special, and it's not the same without him. I miss everyone, but it gets to the point where there seems to be no more fun left.
Thanks for your concern, I can understand why some people hate Christmas.
I don't hate it, yet, but just don't enjoy the real life celebration as much, I enjoy it more on my computer.
I will do my best to carry on. I just had to do this dedication to honor those I love.