Lightspeed, I just found out about the loss of your Mom and I'm truly saddened by it as I myself experienced the painful loss of my dad some time ago. The passing of our loved ones is a devastating experience to us because we will miss them, but it is an important stage just as birth is, even if we don't truly understand it yet. I already learned that with time, when the pain subsides, the memories of them and the things they taught us continue to be with us to help us go through life and make us smile at times. Lightspeed, my thoughts are with you and you family and I wish you inner strength during this difficult time.